To honest, I think one of the few things that can compete with the pain of not having a dad is having one that doesn’t act like one. One that is never there for you because he’s too busy doing his own things or away on “Business trips”. One that yells at you like a worker and forgets your his own son. One that treats your failures like a business flaw and no longer supports your future endeavors. One that just holds you as peon in his grand life.
Go fuck yourself Dad. You made this way, I hope you regret every single decision you ever made to make me hate putting my trust in others.